Currently Listening Echoes: The Best of Pink Floyd By Pink Floyd see related

Im drained.

physically and emotionally. i feel like freakin out.

So tiffs was fun. i <3 that girl. Reffing sucked BALLS. Babysitting tonight. better go shower.

 Where ever you go i will be waiting....

          whenever you call i will be there....

                what ever it takes ill make your darkest days alright...

                       im in your <3 tonight.

                               Call the cell tonight ill prolly be bored as fuck.

 <3 Hailey

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Im a wishful thinker with the worst intentions

I dont even know whats up anymore. i feel like this is just me going through the motions. i need some passion...some excitement...and not to mention some sleep.

Im still feelin like im being pulled in two different directions. i know which way i want to go...but i know which way is probably for the best..and they arent the same.

The weather today is sleepy with a slight chance of repetition.

    I can’t explain, you would not understand....
        This is not how I am....
           I have become comfortably numb.

                  Sleep tight my loves. <3
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Hola El homio's....

So you know...things've been alright. Volleyballs alright. Schools meh. Boys pretty good.

tomorrow should be fun. Tiffanys. saturday i have reffing and then babysitting...you know gotta rake in the dough...i mean how else would i purchase my fine bling bling.

wow im in a really weird mood.

Sunday i might be going to see exorcism of emily rose with some amigos from mi espanol class...then maybe hanging out with the gentleman.

Welp theres much to be done around this household of mine...

and if i jumped of the brooklyn bridge tell me would you still follow me?

      and if i made you mad today tell me would you love me tomorrow?

             <3 Hailey Elizabeth

Im holding my own...give or take a tear or two....

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You're being an asshole. your going to ruin our friendship over this?!?! sighhh.....i quess i thought you were more mature than this...and not mature like saying a dirty word and not laughin...a dif kinda mature.

So have you guys ever thought about...what if when you walked away from someone it was the last time youd ever walk away from them. what you just said to them could have been your last words to them...their last memory of you. dont ever walk away from someone mad. hell...when you get pissed at someone sit and sort it out for fucks sake. so do me a favor... next time you talk to someone tell them how you really feel...they could have no idea...and maybe they never would've if you didnt tell them. appreciate every moment ever spent with anyone you love.

Well tonight was going really well.....

Hung out with matt and kamil. while kamil finished workin matt and i stopped at hannahs n had a chat. Then we saw corpse bride. ( i was plannin on seeing it again with you whether it was good or not...and bauer was there to so why dont you flip on him!) Then we came back here, sean came over. We all brought kamil home then katie and sarah and guy and his cousin david came over and we just sat around.ate some chicken nuggets.

District stu co meeting tomorrow. YUCK with a capital Y...and a capital UCK...but you know....

Its hot as balls in this house.

They will see us waving from such great heights....come down now theyll say.....

"Smell her hair. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool... she'll scream and fight you, but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand while you talk. Hold her hand while you drive. Just hold her hand. Tell her she looks pretty. Protect her. Wipe away her tears when she's sad. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Slow dance with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Kiss her forehead. Let her wear your clothes. Be slow. Let her mess with your hair. Call her, kiss her. For no reason. Give her piggy-back rides. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her... tell her..."

I need el sleepo.

     Sleep tight loves.

          <3 Hailey Lizzzzzabeth

P.S. I'm Grrrrrrumpy!

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 I just deleted this post bc it was bitchy and i knew someone would misinterpret it and start some shit.

 im just stressed out and confused and from here on out im not going to repress my feelings bc ill just have a meltdown like i did today.

the weather today is indecisive with a slight chance of boredom

  but the real weather is beautiful...looks like storm.smells like fall.

Fuck Kmart. Fuck volleyball. i never get to see you! </3

ive come to the conclusion that i have little desire to be a part of this family. just as you suspected mommy. wonder why?I love them but for fucks sake...things would be so much better if dad would quit drinking and if mom would have some self confidence.

i think im better off being so stressed out i dont have time to think....look what happens when i do have time....

Anyone want to burn me some underoath cds?postal service?the academy is?coheed? plllllease? I wish i could go out and buy em but im broke as fuck and i owe my mom money so all the $$ ill earn tomorrow will go to her.

  Bye bye beautifuls....

          dont bother to write....

                 <3 Hailey Elizabeth

I am so lucky to have a wonderful guy like matt there for me. i freakin <3 you bebbeh! too bad you dont have a xanga to see this...

becky meyer i love you. thank you so much!

Currently Listening Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV, Volume One: From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness By Coheed & Cambria, Coheed And Cambria see related

I wanted to walk through the empty streets...

....and feel something constant under my feet.

So im pretty sure that she's bipolar to the max. but hey...thats just me...

I smell a storm. and it smells....DELICIOUS! <3

Got homecoming pics back. mondo adorable. i would scan em but idk how to work the new scanner. so thats gay as balls...there're some super cute ones. <3 hah kelsey put up some goofy ass ones from our "night on the town" and hannahs house. funny funny.

So we have fucking IMEA coming up....ugh.

Tomorrow i think im goin to see corpse bride with the lady friends. if not then its hangin with matty ryan.

well im all xanga'd out. but some comments would be muy bein.

              Sleep tight my loves.

                   <3 Hailey Elizabeth

dont just fall back on me when theres no one else.

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Stayed home from school today. woke up in the middle of the night alot last night. really achy. feels like i cant get enough sleep...but thats nothing new. pop a few motrin.

I think i might go outside and litsen to some music...ive been SO stressed out lately. Thanks to everyone whos litsened to my bitching and everyone whos taken my mind off of it all.

Its such a shame...ill be sitting here alone on this beautiful friday night. maybe i should have gone to school...

<3

i had a dream last night. it scared me...it wasnt a nightmare...but it scared me. i dont know what it means...if it means anything